Its been almost 5 months since my last entry. I was thinking about quitting VOX and blogging altogether.
But alas, here I am. I'm going to try this again. I think I'll revamp the look and change the content to less emo me crap and more of just the stuff I like. Crafts, music, dollies, etc.
ok
shes gone.
]]>I'm not sure why but every time I get really depressed and stressed out the kids seem to turn into wild little gremlins with the intent to break every rule in the house.
We just got back from NYC. The trip was a sudden thing, no preparation. I wish I could say we were there for fun, but in lew our current state of financial disaster the only justifiable reason we would take this trip would be a family tragedy. My grandma who helped raise me and who I love more than anything in the world is lying unconcious and possibly braindead in a NYC hospital.
I feel like my heart is being torn in shreds. I miss her so much.
I come home to a barrage of bills and other papers demanding my immediate attention. But after a 24 hr drive with 3 cranky little kids, a tired and depressed husband, and 500 bathroom stops I was not looking forward to dealing with the pile of papers and mess at home.
Now here I am not knowing where to begin, procastinating my ass off, yelling at the kids for nothing, resenting my husband because he can escape to work and wanting to just sleep through it all.
I just so sick of it. I'm tired of the vicious cycles that put us major debt. I'm tired of the kids acting like total brats and feeling like I lack any parental skill whatsoever. I'm sick of feeling like a failure at life.
Everything is just falling apart.
Hi Voxers!
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Why am I doing this?
I desperately need to raise $1413.60 by the 30th of November.
After taking a severe pay-cut due to the poor economy here, we haven't been able to catch up with our insane condo association fee and now they are threatening to put a lean on our place and start the foreclosure process if we don't pay up by November 30th.
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If you need a website think about it, its for a good cause . . . or if you know someone who needs one spread the word.
send me a message if you want to help !!! Thanks Voxers!! :)
xoxo
PS . . . If you have any ideas on how I can make this cooler or more fun, please let me know. ;)
yeah you MIA I posted this on that post of mine you've been obsessing about. So in case you don't read it there, here it is especially for you.
(for anybody else who reads this . . . MIA has felt the need to bug me several times, so I'm giving her a few minutes of my time for the last time so she can sleep better at night.)
"Mia, Mia, Mia . . .you seriously need to relax. This little history lesson you gave me, well I already knew all of that and more. I have actually met Jay Gordon and I know he's not gay though he has been curious. You have to chill out because you have wasted too much time dissecting my 10 month old post. Geez. Look, if it makes you feel better let me clarify this, I was making an observation about myself and how much i LOVE makeup on guys and the more feminine the better. This post had absolutely NOTHING to do with hating gay people, (FYI my best friend is gay and he's wonderful) nor does it have anything to do with me not respecting their musical talents. This wasn't a post about their musical talents at all it was about my taste in men. OK. If you don't like Davey Havok thats fine, I think he's gorgeous (physically) even though he can be an ass. MY blog, MY opinion. I don't know what your point was really with these comments, all I know is that you misunderstood and misconstrued everything I wrote. Now that thats settled maybe you can move on with your life."
There you go. MIA
Show us a type of art or craft that you'd like to learn.
OMG! there are a bunch of them!
Hand Spinning Yarn
The kids would love this . . .